Monday, July 18, 2011

Cake Walk

Excited, anxious, confident.  The last word is pretty bold to write for an amateur as myself.


Let me introduce myself.  My name is Tiffany and I am at the ripe age of 27 years old.  I completed my Bachelor's in Psychology and worked a couple years as a therapist with a great company.  The job was terrific.  Being with my clients was rewarding and my coworkers and supervisors were awesome to work with, but there was a something simmering inside of me.  Growing up I always enjoyed baking for friends and this continued well into college, so naturally I began bringing in baked goods to work. Slowly I was turning up the heat as I continued to bake for other gatherings.  I began focusing on specific recipes, like red velvet cupcakes and mini cheesecakes, tweeking the ingredients or the techniques with each batch.   I would anxiously ask for feedback, having people compare one product from the last ones they tried, or had friends taste-test a tray of samples each baked at different temperatures, baking times, etc.  More and more the passion boiled on inside of me.

Then, on my birthday I received a baking book as a gift.   It was formatted more like a culinary textbook rather than a recipe book.  I eagerly shuffled through the pages, examining the pictures of decadent desserts and the detailed techniques on how to create them.  The passion inside me boiled over into a sweet, syrupy mess! More questions popped into my head and I Google'd for answers, went on forums, Yelp'd up bakeries for me to visit and try their goodies.  A month later, I took my very first trip to New York City.  Bakeries and cafes galore!  I was struck by the sheer amount of talent & creativity. Every smll busniess was able to put their own stamp of flavors in their baked goods.  Watching them work, tasting their sweets, admiring their drive, I was inspired.  And for the first time in my life, I immediately said with confidence, "I can do that.  I WANT to do that."

After my NYC vacation, things began to settle down back home.  I went back to my job, back to my everyday simply content lifestyle...  but I was changed.  There was a weight in my heart, as if something was sitting on my chest and holding me back.  I searched my soul and found that it was ME.  My own fears were holding me back.  After realizing this, I braced myself and I took the leap: I quit my job and moved back in with my family.  Scary? Nerve-wracking?... sure.  But not as frightening as the thought of me not trying, not willing to put on my apron and see where this path will take me.  So here I am.  Walk with me, I am sure you will get something sweet out of it  :)